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Which Saints Suffered from Temptations and Evil Thoughts?

October 1, 2012 by  
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Dear Father John, lately I have been experiencing an issue in relation to certain lines in certain prayers. I know that I heard a song Catherine with Demonsblaspheme against the Holy Spirit. It was not something I expected when I heard the song. This was a while ago but now I have thoughts about God the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, and Mary. This happens even in church or while praying the Rosary. I ask God to not let these thoughts enter my mind, but they still do. In your article, you state: “…it is worth mentioning that many saints experienced violent and intense temptations to blasphemy towards the end of their lives, when they were well advanced in the spiritual life.” Which saints had bad thoughts or temptations?

I don’t know enough about your particular situation to give specific advice about how you may be able to deal with this issue. But I can give some general advice – which may also be of use to other readers.

Tactical Resistance

When evil thoughts knock at the door of your mind, refuse to let them in. You may not be able to keep them from knocking, but by saying a short prayer (“Lord Jesus, have mercy on me… Lord Jesus, I love you… Sacred Heart of Jesus, I trust in you…”) or praying a favorite line of Scripture (“Let it be done to me according to your word” [Luke 1:38], “Trust in Him at all times” [Psalm 62:8], “The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear?” [Psalm 27:1]), you may be able to resist letting them in. If they continue to clamor, continue to resist them: make a visit to the Blessed Sacrament; go to confession; open your Bible and read the Word for fifteen minutes; do a work of mercy for someone; refocus on the task at hand…

Taking Captives

St. Paul explains that he “takes every thought captive to make it obedient to Christ” (2 Corinthians 10:5). When God permits us to be barraged by evil thoughts, we can follow St. Paul’s example. Even if we feel ourselves weak, we can still put up some resistance, which will eventually repel the spiritual attack: “Resist the devil, and he will flee from you” (James 4:7). And if our resistance takes the form of turning our thoughts to God, not just gritting our teeth and trying to exert massive self-control, then God will surely come to our rescue if we persevere: “Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you” (James 4:8). Sometimes the battle rages for long periods; God permits that in order to help us grow in virtue, self-knowledge, humility, and wisdom. Sometimes we must make strong, courageous decisions to resist the evil attacks, as St. Benedict did when he threw himself into a thornbush in order to quench the fire of lustful temptations.

Being Responsible

On the other hand, if we are partially responsible for the origin of the evil thoughts, then we need to take the ax to the root and chop away. If we are filling our minds with worldly images and messages, or flirting with evil influences in what we listen to or how we spend our time, we are opening the door to evil thoughts. In a sense, we become their accomplices; we put ourselves in the path of sin. In this case, we can’t expect God to remove the evil thoughts unless we repent and remove ourselves from the evil influences.

If we make a decent effort to resist, and the evil thoughts keep coming back and trying to invade our minds and hearts, we can trust that God knows what he is doing. He may be giving us a season of battle for our own sake, or for the sake of the Mystical Body of Christ, or both. We can continue to trust in him, and beg for the grace to persevere in our struggle to be faithful: “But the one who perseveres to the end will be saved” (Matthew 24:13).

Less Ordinary Issues

In certain cases, these types of thoughts may also be related to a disorder, called Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD). That type of disorder can also be exacerbated by spiritual attacks. We don’t have the space to go into the nature of this disorder here. If responsibly and determinedly utilizing the normal means to resist evil thoughts (like the means mentioned above) do not, over time, give you more strength and interior peace, there may a treatable disorder involved. But before going for a diagnosis, I would recommend meeting with a spiritual director to talk about the whole picture of your spiritual life. (Here is a short article, written from a Christian perspective, which can serve as a very brief introduction to OCD.)

Saints Are People Too

As regards to the saints who struggled against blasphemous thoughts, St. Thérèse of Lisieux describes such struggles in her autobiography. St. Anthony Mary Claret had such struggles too. St. Ignatius of Loyola describes how in times of spiritual desolation thoughts against Jesus or the other Persons of the Blessed Trinity assailed him. Detailed descriptions of these kinds of interior struggles are offered by the desert fathers, like St. Moses the Black and St. Anthony of the Desert.

The struggle against unwelcome evil thoughts can bring intense psychological and emotional pain. In such times of interior battle, the comfort of Christ-centered friendships can be a soothing balm and a secure refuge. I would like to invite our readers to comment on this post, and maybe share some of their experiences. And I promise to pray that the Holy Spirit will enlighten, strengthen, and guide you in this season of your spiritual journey.


Art for this post on which saints suffered from temptations and evil thoughts: St. Catherine of Siena besieged by demons, Anonymous (Lesser Poland), circa 1500, PD-US author's life plus 100 years or less, Wikimedia Commons.
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About Fr. John Bartunek, LC

Fr. John Bartunek, LC, S.Th.D, received his BA in History from Stanford University in 1990. He comes from an evangelical Christian background and became a member of the Catholic Church in 1991. After college, he worked as a high school history teacher, drama director, and baseball coach. He then spent a year as a professional actor in Chicago before entering the religious Congregation of the Legionaries of Christ in 1993. He was ordained a Catholic priest in 2003 and earned his doctorate in moral theology in 2010. He provided spiritual support on the set of Mel Gibson’s "The Passion of the Christ" while researching the 2005 Catholic best seller, "Inside the Passion"--the only authorized, behind-the-scene explanation of the film. Fr. John has contributed news commentary regarding religious issues on NBC, CNN, Fox, and the BBC. He also served as the English-language press liaison for the Vatican’s 2005 Synod of Bishops on the Eucharist. His most widely known book is called: "The Better Part: A Christ-Centered Resource for Personal Prayer". His most recent books are "Spring Meditations", "Seeking First the Kingdom: 30 Meditations on How to Love God with All Your Heart, Soul, Mind and Strength", and "Answers: Catholic Advice for Your Spiritual Questions". Fr. John currently splits his time between Michigan (where he continues his writing apostolate and serves as a confessor and spiritual director at the Queen of the Family Retreat Center) and Rome, where he teaches theology at Regina Apostolorum. His online, do-it-yourself retreats are available at, and he answers questions about the spiritual life at

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  • These are great suggestions for the struggle over evil thoughts! I’ve been struggling on and off for a few years. It was
    particularly virulent after my second conversion. Praying instead of exerting self-control… Now I understand my mistake in how I have been handling them… Sometimes I pray but sometimes exert effort to force them out… which only makes them worse. (Just typing here is making me a bit paranoid about them)

    This was one of the reasons I fell away after my first conversion. They can be horrible! I was just praying in the chapel one afternoon and BAM! I had no idea where they came from. I felt I was going crazy but could not tell anyone because I felt so wretchedly sinful… Once, the Holy Spirit enlightened me that I wasn’t being tempted so they couldn’t be sins…but they were so evil I felt certain they were. I wish someone had given me the advice here back then… All I had was searching EWTN’s Q&A bin…and confession but the priest only told me that they weren’t sins. Which was a relief! But my prayer life still deteriorated…

    • LizEst

      No, these thoughts are not sins, Mary. A few more suggestions:
      1. There was a saint (can’t remember the name) who, when tempted like this and tempted to give up on prayer and good works, said to the devil – “I didn’t start this because of you and I’m not going to finish this because of you.”
      2. Someone I know has said that they sometimes have to be rebuking a lot around their place saying to the devil – “I rebuke you in the name of Jesus Christ.”
      3. (A priest I know recommends this as well. It’s like a mini-exorcism) Recite the embolism prayer we use at Mass after the Our Father. It’s like a mini-exorcism: “Deliver us Lord, we pray, from every evil, graciously grant peace in our days, that, by the help of your mercy, we may be always free from sin and safe from all distress as we await the blessed hope and the coming of our Savior, Jesus Christ.”

      • Thank you! Those are great ideas too! I should try that embolism prayer! I can get anxious easily. Just a quick question…could these can count as part of our cross right? So we can offer up these struggles?

        • LizEst

          Absolutely, Mary. They do count as part of our cross. And, we always do well to offer these struggles up. Fair warning, as soon as the devil sees you profiting from offering them up…they may stop. Don’t worry, he’ll find something else to vex you with…just offer that up, too. Prayers for you!

          • :)) Thanks! Prayers for you too!

  • stan

    I have gotten much help battling impure thoughts, with the intersection of saint Monica, Mother of st. Agustin.

    • Cecilia

      If I could recommend two very powerful prayers in this type of temptation as a minor deliverance/spiritual warfare, i.e., the Our Father and St. Michael the Archangel prayer or chaplet in addition to Our Lady’s Rosary. In fact there is a rosary to God the Father that I have found very helpful. If it helps you, many saints were assailed in this area during times of prayer. Also, temptation is not a sin as you probably know. Temptation is like the first shot, so to speak, of the enemy’s gun. He is looking to see where your weak point in your armor or in your “castle” is so he can get a foot hold in your life. So call in reinforcements (prayers, confession, penance) to shore up the area of attack and you will be able to resist. It helps me to remember that the enemy loves to be a pest and disturb us. He attacks the mind (Ephesians 6…helmet) So mentally reduce him to a fly and swat him!

      • LizEst

        St. Michael the Archangel – great fighter of evil! Wonderful suggestion. I hope many more people will report what works for them. When fighting evil, just like any battle, it’s good to have an array of spiritual weaponry. Of course, Christ is the pre-eminent weapon.

  • Maggie Goff

    I pray to St. John Vianney for this, as he suffered terribly from it:

    • LizEst

      Great link. Thanks for posting that. Learned a lot!

  • Brad

    Hi ladies, if I could add to your conversation, it’s best practice to not address the demons directly. The absolutely most prudent route is to say to the Lord, instead, “May you rebuke them”, which keeps the soul safer and at the same time does not usurp, even innocently, the Lord’s prerogative. Please see Zech 3:2 and Jude 1:9, especially if you can read the commentaries using the bible dot cc website.

    Otherwise I’d like to add that I once heard that St. Catherine (which of the Italian ones, I do not know, but I think it was the Sienese) would sometimes have to endure overwhelming thoughts of lust when looking up at a big crucifix! What a trial that clearly God allowed for her sanctification.

    St. Teresa of Avila also kept written upon her prie-dieu Psalm 143:2, I assume because she was being assailed with foolish pride and all the vices while she was trying to pray and practice the virtues. I relate. Praise God and Hail Mary.

  • Matt

    I, too, struggle with these thoughts. One thing that worked was understanding that the devil (or who/whatever was originating these thoughts) didn’t actually do them to get me to give into the temptation — which I would never, ever do. Rather, it was harassment, pure and simple. An attempt to knock me off balance in my prayer life. Realizing that these temptations did not come from within me, and that I was never in any danger of giving into them, really helped.

  • By the intercession of Blessed Virgin Mary I have seen a great deal of improvement. I have also recently picked up the practice of the chaplet of Five Wounds in an attempt to combat these thoughts, and make a daily petition in my Rosary to become a Saint.

  • Lisa

    Never try to withstand temptation alone! Start praying at once. When I’m harassed I say a short prayer ‘Jesus come to my assistance!’. Also, praying for ways to avoid temptation is a good idea. It seems so obvious, but for me it wasn’t. A short prayer is good to help you refocus, and being brief is good especially when you need to pray it 20 times or more a day!

  • Bernadette

    I have experienced that when you are being consistently tempted and/or are under a spiritual desolation that it is best to quickly tell your spiritual director, if you have one, or your priest in confession or otherwise. Do not keep it under wraps. These temptations and/or spiritual desolations will disappear once you do this. It has helped me tremendously and I intend to not wait but ‘tell’ right away. An event like this was recorded in the Story of a Soul – St. Therese of Lisieux – who told the story of once repelling strong temptation and spiritual desolation by telling her spiritual confessor and her superior…a double whammy on the ‘evil one.’ Once she did this, they completely disappeared and she was at peace again. The temptation/desolation was no longer under the cover of darkness but brought to light!

    • This is wise counsel and reflects the same advice from St. Ignatius’ 13th rule of discernment.

    • LizEst

      Definitely works…very effective.

  • Bob G

    Another approach to these temptations as our good retired Bishop Herman in St Louis sometimes teaches is that if the temptation is demonic we can bind it and tell it to leave us in Jesus name by His Blood and his Cross, etc. Sometimes the more direct approach helps me if the fleeing to God in time of temptation is’nt enough and the tremptation contineus to stick to my mind somehow. I have other temptations I struggle with more but that is what the bishop told me in confession and it helps.

  • Bob G

    And as St Ignatius says share the temptations with a spiritual director or confessor. The demons like us to keep our temptations secret so they can continue to work on our mind, just like an adulteror wants the tempted to not tell her husband or a daughter her father. Many things lose power when brought into the light.

  • Ramanie

    Dear Fr John,
    I suffer from depression and OCD and I find it difficult to keep my thoughts in prayer. I keep on repeating the prayers in the rosary thinking I have not concentrated. I am scared because this makes me want to give up my prayers. What can I do to let it not Happen? Please help me.. May God bless you Father John.

    • LizEst

      While waiting for Fr. John to answer, first of all, I recommend you find a spiritual director to help you, if you don’t already have one. If you don’t have one, at least talk to a priest about this as this OCD stuff can be a form of scruples, which is a particular cross.

      God certainly hears your prayers. He knows your heart and your intentions and the effort it takes for you to pray. Remember, “the Spirit too comes to the aid of our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought, but the Spirit itself intercedes with inexpressible groanings” (Romans 8:26).

      Believe it or not, the same thing happens to other people, even those that don’t have OCD or depression. And, it happens at Mass, too. The priest can’t stop the Mass and start all over every time someone isn’t concentrating …even if that someone is the priest himself.

      With the rosary, just try to move on to the next bead, even if you don’t remember that you prayed the Hail Mary or the Our Father. Easier said than done, you say? I know the feeling! Just keep going because it’s the devil’s trick to wear you out so much with all the effort that you eventually give up any prayer at all. So, “resist [the devil], solid in your faith” (1 Peter 5:9a). Remember God knows the intentions of your heart. Sometimes, people don’t remember because God has lifted them to another state of prayer. So, move on to the next bead and try to concentrate on that one. Sometimes, you might not be able to finish the rosary. That’s OK. The thing you don’t want to do is stop praying all together . This is where a spiritual director or a priest can help you. Just be sure to take their advice.

      • Ramanie

        Dear LizEst Thank you. I will do what you have advised me. Thank you and God Bless you.

    • judeen

       this is a attack , dont worry .. give it to God as a suffering for souls.. then instead of praying long prayers.. just praise the Lord.. put on songs of praise and sing with them.. send up all your love for God … . using the attack as a prayer its self for souls , should stop it.. dont worry , that is not of God.. have this happen alot to me… use to worrry about it.. fight it fret… so on …. dont . trust Jesus..

      • Ramanie

        Dear Judeen,
        Thank you. may God Bless you.

  • joan

    What does Father John mean when he says God may give a season of battle for the sake of the Mystical Body of Christ?

    As Bob G mentioned, I was also told by my director (a priest) to speak the name Jesus Christ, invoke the Blood of Jesus as my protection, along with other things. I understood these to be like protective shields and I have found them to be helpful, along with the traditional St. Michael prayer and the use of holy water. I did not think he was telling me to go off and wage some battle on my own. It was more like he was putting weapons in my hand in case I had to defend myself.

    Regarding temptations/evil thoughts: I once experienced a sustained eight hour assault of tempting and impure thoughts. Later in the day my spiritual director called (which he did not usually do) saying he “knew in his spirit” something was wrong but didn’t know what. After a five minute conversation with him the problem disappeared and has not returned in over two years. Thank God!

    I also sometimes experience aversion to going to confession. I sense a visceral disgust, have an irrational distrust of the confessor (regardless of who it may be), and confusion about what to confess. When I have followed through with confession, I have received a helpful confirmation or suggestion from the confessor, or I have experienced great consolation during the following mass. Other confessions for me are not like this. I have begun to wonder if the discouragement always precede a confession that will be especially beneficial.

    • Becky Ward

      The understanding I get is that this might be a form of intercession. Sometimes we suffer to increase our own degree of virtue. If we are strong enough (Thanks to His grace) God may allow us to suffer for others…sometimes we can even know this is happening.
      Sometimes we are allowed certain ‘battles’ against sin because God is going to send people to us for us to minister to and we will need this ‘lived understanding of the problem’ in order to be the most helpful. For instance, I have a friend who was abused by her father when she was young. Now she works in a pregnancy center and can honestly tell the women who come in, who have also been abused…..”I know what you’re going through.”
      Everything that happens to us….be it wonderful consolations…..or contemplation…..or suffering, is used for the good of the whole body of Christ.

  • When tempted i say “My Jesus mercy Mary help”, has worked wonders for me.

  • Tykemcl

    I am a man with same-sex attraction. I accept the teachings of the Church and live 100% a chaste life. My sexual temptations are with me 24-7. I don’t do anything to bring them on. I call them the wild dogs of impurity. When one set is worn out then they are replaced by a fresh group. I feel I carry a cement block with me and I am exhausted.
    As difficult as this is, I wouldn’t change places with anyone. This cross is sanctifying me. I feel as if I am in a dark hole. It is in this dark place I find Him.
    However I am human and sometimes I am so overwhelmed by this cross. I am sure many saints shared my struggle. How did deal with their sexual temptations. St. Benedict was the extreme example. There must have been others that had to carry this cross all of their lives.

    • LizEst

      God bless you Tykemcl. Yes, I am sure there have been many saints that have shared your struggle, probably many unknown. This would be a great topic for a post. I will pray for you. Will you pray for me as well? Thank you.

    • judeen

      dear Tykemcl….. the spirit you fight is just the spirit of lust… in a certain form… I have prayed over some one who had a form of this spirit.. and I got it.. .wow… glad I was married.. the man was diebetic and having sugar fits alot from it…( he was married ) he was healed.and from his sugar fits and went to confession to keep it away.. I work with many with this problem in prison also…  I am sure you prayed hard.. I sure did when it came on me…  I fought it.. lust… and the thought of adultry… bind up the spirit of lust and cravings. and prayed for purity.. but as I went through it realized the simple things that I did and others did that brought forth impurity.. to small jokes.. and tv shows.. simple things.. now that it is gone . now I can feel lust before a person tells a dirty joke. it is diserment of spirits I got from it … also other spiritual; gifts powerful and strong connected to purity … something this world needs… our trials, if we keep fighting them , God gives us spiritual gifts to over come them and help others to overcome them also. like a person in AA or drugs annonimous… they are the only people who can really help and understand the addictted. God is calling you to a great job, if you can over come this trial…  God bless you .. I already pray for you and all those in this sittuation.. and I do understand

    • John

      Tykemcl, for me, filling my mind with holy things has helped tremendously. Reading the lives of the Saints and consequently having close relationships with them, whatever good spiritual books that draw me, and of course the Word of God. The liturgy of the hours helped to accustom me to the Psalms which have tons of great one liners (I was a religious for some years). Of course in addition to constant vocal (Rosary, Chaplet of Divine Mercy) and mental prayer (holy hour, adoration, any time alone), the Sacraments and devotion to Our Lady, just filling your whole soul and mind with good things of heaven which dilute all the bad things of the past can help tremendously.
      I wrote a list of quotes I like to use and am trying to memorize. Lately I like “Therefore put away all filthiness and rank growth of wickedness and receive with meekness the implanted word, which is able to save your souls.” (James 1:21)

      God bless you, brother! And don’t try so hard to fight with your own strength, let God fight for you!

  • Lea S.

    Wow, this post is so relevant to spiritual struggles I have had…I’ve always remembered that anecdote from the life of St. Catherine of Siena, where she struggled a long time with horrible temptations and afterwards asked God where He was during that time.  She heard a voice saying, “I was in your heart…”  While dealing with some temptations of my own I made up a short prayer, “St. Catherine of Siena, please come to my aid.”  Seriously, it has worked, ridiculously well.  When I pray it instantly the harmful thoughts will disappear.  It’s similar to when you suddenly forget about something as you’re thinking about it.  I guess Catherine is an incredibly powerful saint!

  • I have experienced something simular but it is on the realm of PTSd and trauma experienced. everytime I try to close my eyes in prayer I think or rather the devil puts the thought in my mind that I am going to be attacked, hit asulted. This puts me to great sadness and so often I cant even close my eyes to pray anymore. What should I do?

    • LizEst

      Teresa – PTSD is a very real thing. If this happens when you close your eyes in prayer, try not to close your eyes. Focus on the beauty that God has created in nature, on the picture of a saint, the Sacred Heart, the Immaculate Heart of Mary, the wounds of Christ, etc.

      One saint you may want to look into is St. Dymphna. She is the saint of mental and nervous disorders and is a very powerful intercessor with many cures worked through her intercessory prayers on behalf of those suffering. Here is a link to the National Shrine of St. Dymphna:

      • Thank you. My spiritual director just told me the same thing. I do have a prayer card of St Dymphna. I will check out the website. too.

  • Trish

    Thanks Father, I just gave your link to someone to whom your answer is relevant and helpful.
    God bless, Trish

  • Matthias

    I think that bad and evil thoughts are a way of purification of the soul. They must be useful otherwise God would not have tolerated them. I think that such thoughts might make us more humiliated because then we encounter our own weakness and we have to rely on God and His blessed Mother. It also makes us stronger in the battle against the devil and I believe that in the end we will hate the devil and sin because we then will see how cruel evil is.

  • rodrigo

    this gives me more hope in what i am going through. At first I thought I was the only person going through this. it all started during holy week,if I can remember. I just started to come back to The Lord at that time. It was very awful indeed, non-stop at my work these evil voices and thoughts tormented me. Now they have reduced,but still have them. May the saints pray for me.

    • Camila

      Jesus’ name is very powerful, Rodrigo. Also, command evil spirits to the foot of the cross – out loud if you need to.

  • Randall Kehbon

    Thank you for this blessed sharing.. It helped me so much!

  • Lisa-Marie

    Thank you so much for this. I feel like I am going out of my mind sometimes. I just left Choir practice early and cried my eyes out before the Blessed Sacrament. I have had the”thoughts ” going on three years now and they seem to be getting worse. I am comforted that I am in good company with these wonderful Saints.

    • LizEst

      You should be telling all this to your spiritual director. If you don’t have one, get one. If you can’t find one, the next time you go to confession, tell the priest that you know it is not a sin to have these thoughts (you are doing nothing with them), but you would like to bring them to light in the sacrament of reconciliation in order to receive the grace of the sacrament and to expose them. The devil hates for his methods to be brought to light. There is nothing Satan loves more than to keep these things secret. God bless you!

  • Leh-xle Attoh Jr.

    Hi father i had an abusive childhood as such I became very sexually weak even though ones catholic I knew nothing until I got into a state of grace and I acquired such great knowledge about the church anytime I try to move on the right path I am been bombarded with sexual thoughts even when I am busy it keeps coming and coming till I fall I have been falling and rising getting into the state of grace again and falling I don’t know what to do again

  • stuart

    I was just discussing this with my Wife after Holy Thursday Mass earlier. I could be praying at mass and suddenly a sexual image or a blasphemous word could come into my head. Its very disturbing. We pray the Rosary and St Michael everyday. I thought I was the only one.

  • jake

    the bad thoughts sometimes tend to be me cursing someone or doing harm to another person imagine thoughts saying dark things or imagining dark forces any help on this

    • LizEst

      Hi jake – It would be good to talk to a Catholic therapist about this. They should be able to evaluate this, or shed some light on this. If it is psychological, they can help. If it is demonic, they can also help by recommending a competent priest, who might then, if he deems necessary, have you see an exorcist. You can find good Catholic therapists listed here It’s important that you see someone quickly about this, especially since you are mentioning it here at this time, given the recent news lately. God bless you now and always jake.

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